on the outside, i may look strong, but on the inside, i am weak.

what is lyfe abt? hell? haywire? i dunnoe and i dun care.
i realie dun give a damn abt it. why doesn't she understand? i told her not to do it, she didn't listen to me. in the end, she ruined her thing. true fwrenx should trust each other rite? so why didn't she trust me? her thing was atually not ruined, i said i dun wanna go anymore since she invited the whole class. that thing was suppose to have selected people only but she invited the whole class and she didn't even tell me. i was really upset, cause it was a secret. everything was planned for her and him but she ruin it lyk it was only HER party. how pathetic was that? and so after i told my fwren to tell her that me, sj and yh not coming, then later she cancelled her party. then she... i shall not say further cause later she'll be even angry. hu cares?
she didn't even at lease say 'sorry' when it's her fault. i wanna be fwrenx wif her but can we ever? can i ever trust this pair of hands again?
we are sistas, what the hell happened? why us? lyfe is just so unfair...

anyway, went to ZJ's house to have a birthday party.
i couldn't agree more that it was fun.. was it? lemme tell eu wat happened there.
YH, SJ and HY followed me to my house to change. we had sum eggs, meat and stuff that i usually have for lunch. then we packed stuff and left for ZJ's house. met syafwana there and went together. we were there late. we were supposed to reach there at 2pm but we reached there at 2.45pm. can eu believe? we're 45min late! that's lyk the record. but it's alright for ladies to be late rather than men is late and we ladies hafta wait for them. that'll be lyk so inappropraite de. we ate spagetti there coincidentally and went to watch HY play audition. looks fun de. then we prepared 50 water bombs. we started splashing water at each other. we were lyk so wet lerh. lolx, then later we went out have our legs dip in the pool. gosh, we were chased out by the security guard. then we went into the sauna for fun. it wasn't a bit hot. we chatted for a while then we went out. tym passed veri quickly den gotta go home and now im here doing a project on THAIPUSAM. then now i blogging.
haix, tmr still got tuition. OH MAN!!!
aud:)

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audrey is back to blog!! YAY!
nahh, was just kidding. didn't wanna blog today but cuz i finished my homework[excep for tution.LOLx]then nothing do mah so go blog lerh.
anyway, got dance lesson this morning. HIP HOP ya? it as so fun and cool too. i wonder how'd i look in sum.. sum JAZZY clothes.. or maybe HIP HOP clothes.. this tym ain't kiddin, was joking. i have learnt figure of 8, basics, figure of 8 turn etc.. we're supposed to perform at the end of all lessons. STAGE FRIGHT!!!
will definetely inform eu abt wat'll happen.
today we celebrated putri and kelvin's birthdae. we[consist of huiyi, yihui, dinah and desmond] decorated the class. BTW, we're the birthdae comittee. we help to celebrate birthdae babies!! cool yeah? man! so tired. nid sleep lerh.
try blog tmr...
aud:)

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kies..
ii am lyk totally bored.. absolutely bored.. dunno wat to do..
finished homework, now blogging.. but blogg wat? there's nothing exciting happening to me or the FOURSOME GANG..
aiya.. currently listening to BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY. it's lyk so fantastic, fergie leh!
wat else.. think think brain. racked my brain, just can't think of any.
well ii guess ii gotta go and do sumthing else unless ii wanna blog summore..
seeya guys!
aud:)
p.s remember to taqq before leaving kies? tqs!

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YEAH!
THE FOURSOME GANG RULES!
eu noe wat, my opinion changed eva since that fight.
eu or should ii say me, i think that was the WORST FIGHT eva!
that day, ii didn't noe wat to do. it's either ii lose a fwren and hab a new enemy or we remain fwrenx. ii was in a dilema that tym and my 'devil' was lyk, "Audrey, forget it lah, nicole is so lyk wateva, she think she rules herself but ii thnk not. So wat if she your enemy, eu shure will hab thousand fwrenx to tok to. No nid a phoney lyk her." then my 'angel' came. "Audrey, would eu rather hab a enemy or fwren? It won't do any good will it? Do eu still remember te good times eu all hab together? Why not lyk last tym?" "Angel" was right. Hu would want a enemy anyway? There's no way am ii not gonna fwren nicole and so ii took my phone and sms her.
These were the messages conver.

aud: Hey Nicole, im sorry for this afternoon. it's rong of us to mock eu. if yr still mad at us then we got nothing to say.
nic: Which one are eu referring to? do eu mind if eu and siangjoo stop saying my fwrenx? Can eu show me some respect?
aud: this afternoon, eu noe we're in diff position. eu'll not lyk ppl to se eu bad stuffs rite?
nic: i can't hardly remember anyway it's over, but im tokking abt the tags in my blog..
aud: i noe, do eu lyk ppl to intefere when it's private?f eu are doing something in toilet, 1 person ask wat underwear eu wearing how?
nic: alright, anyway i deleted my blog cause i noe if my friends saw all the nasty stuffs tha sj wrote i bet they'll be mad.
aud: ii noe, why delete?
nic: i was unable to control my feelings upon seeing the messages ha!
aud: im so sorry, i had no idea how i'd behave!
nic: it's okay:) well im in the rong too!sorry!
aud: so.. are we still fwrenx?
nic: i dun noe abt sj, i dun think she wants to..
aud: ok, alone me? dun orry abt sj, i'll tok her round..
nic: okay but take note of the reaction, think she does want to make up, i dun wanna force her..
aud: shure. im so glad we're fwrenx again.
nic: Me too! that's why i did not want to quarrel with you all, just want to give you all some time..
aud: lol, but eu noe almost whole class noe leh..
nic: Serious? Ha why suddely say sorry? just curious
aud: beta having fwrenx than enemes rite? if we dun cherish our fwrenship, we'll regret.
-end of smses conver.-

so wat do eu think of the moral of this fight?
to me..
it's beta having fwren than enemies..
there's nothing impossible abt solving problems. eu just have to deal with it, face the music and everythng will be alright just like the FOURSOME GANG...

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ii dunoe but ii guess we 3 are losing our best fwren. here is wat happened this afternoon...** is a fwren *** is a fwren too.
aud(: 说:
**..
**! (: [LOST] 说:
for your information i didn't block u
aud(: 说:
okay..i didn't wanna tok abt tat..
NICOLE! (: [LOST] 说:
just take a look at my blog,the sum1 is ***
aud(: 说:
nope it is not.
aud(: 说:
tat sum1 is me..
aud(: 说:
not the someone
aud(: 说:
but the sum1
**! (: [LOST] 说:
why don't u put your name
aud(: 说:
if i put my name, how wold yr reaction be. at frst, i put my name but after sum hesitation, i decided not to..
**! (: [LOST] 说:
& what do u mean by me not putting myself into your shoes ?!
aud(: 说:
eu see, have eu ever tot of eu shwing us black face and e didn't car?
aud(: 说:
care
**! (: [LOST] 说:
I never show u all black face until after 9/7/07 because u all started it first
aud(: 说:
think. eu did last tym. have we ever been angry just cause of this? no.
aud(: 说:
and wat do mean we all?
**! (: [LOST] 说:
what date ?
aud(: 说:
around march
**! (: [LOST] 说:
march,i showed u all black face until now
**! (: [LOST] 说:
what rubbish is that ?
aud(: 说:
i didn't say you shw until now rite
**! (: [LOST] 说:
then why can't i share my problems with my friend?
已将 `*** 添加到对话中。
aud(: 说:
its fine. but wat she wrote was totally unacceptable.
`***说:
wad
`*** 说:
write wad
`*** 说:
rite sai
`*** 说:
**! (: [LOST] 说:
that's what she think,that's all
aud(: 说:
no,*** eu go And read ** tagboard.
`*** 说:
wad think
aud(: 说:
so wat if shared tis prob with a teacher?
`*** 说:
huh
`*** 说:
i dun understand YOU TWO ARE TOKING ABT !!!
`*** 说:
wad toking u all
`*** 说:
I
`*** 说:
DUN
`*** 说:
UNDERSTAND
`*** 说:
A
`*** 说:
THING
`*** 说:
YOU
`** 说:
TWO
aud(: 说:
eu read at ** blog then read tis conver.
`*** 说:
ARE
**! (: [LOST] 说:
what are u tryinh to say?
`*** 说:
conver
**! (: [LOST] 说:
trying*
`*** 说:
aud read wad
aud(: 说:
**, hu are you toking to?
**! (: [LOST] 说:
audrey
aud(: 说:
*** read **'s tagbored then the conver.
`*** 说:
conver
`*** 说:
i came in and empty.
`*** 说:
how am i suppose to read
**! (: [LOST] 说:
conversation
`*** 说:
tagg board..
`*** 说:
hmm..
`*** 说:
w8
aud(: 说:
wat i am tryin to say that its not fair that eu can be angry at us when we're not at eu!
`*** 说:
ya lor as if we owed u millions of $
**! (: [LOST] 说:
I didn't say u can't be angry with me,by the way u are now what
`*** 说:
wad la !!!
aud(: 说:
how can eu tell? i am not okay.
aud(: 说:
i am not angry
**! (: [LOST] 说:
then what's up with ignoring me? how about ***?
aud(: 说:
we ignore eu cuz eu ignore us!
`*** 说:
u posted sumthing on the blog
`*** 说:
so obvious its us
`*** 说:
please la u want post put name la
**! (: [LOST] 说:
to me on 9/7/07 audrey started to show me black face & if i were to post your names how will u felt when other people read it!
**! (: [LOST] 说:
I CARE FOR WHAT WILL HAPPEN LATER ALRIGHT?
`*** 说:
LATER !
`*** 说:
WAD U CALL LTR
`*** 说:
U DUN EVEN NOE Y AUD HAV BLACK FACE
aud(: 说:
then tell me, why did i shw eu black face?\
**! (: [LOST] 说:
I have no idea,u just showed me black face & started ignoring me..
`*** 说:
siao ah
`*** 说:
u CONFIRM its u
`*** 说:
mayb not u leh
aud(: 说:
hahaha! i laugh can laugh until i die eh!!!Q!!
`*** 说:
do u noe frankie in ur grp
`*** 说:
HAHAHAHAHAH
`*** 说:
u did'nt get the picture right then ignore us
aud(: 说:
if i shw sum1 else black face, and not eu, wat else can eu say?!
`*** 说:
ya lor u did'nt c properly
`*** 说:
y u think it MUST b showing to u
**! (: [LOST] 说:
then recess time also like that explain lah!
`*** 说:
y leh
`*** 说:
u ignore me ferrs lor
**! (: [LOST] 说:
I say 9/7/07 leh
aud(: 说:
if i angry that person can angry till i whole day rite????!!!!!!!!! eu dun understand then anyhow say ppl!
`*** 说:
so
`*** 说:
oso wad
`*** 说:
today oso
`*** 说:
then wad tmr oso
`*** 说:
u dun wan tis frenship rite FINE
`*** 说:
FINE !
**! (: [LOST] 说:
so u want me to see your black face everyday because u are angry at frankie ?
aud(: 说:
DID I EVN SAY EV ERYDAY?
`*** 说:
then dun c our face la
aud(: 说:
SO IF …… LEH? EU LAST OSO LIKE TAT WAT??!!!
`*** 说:
ya lor
**! (: [LOST] 说:
but i NEVER already I LEARN TO IGNORE!
`*** 说:
LEARN !
**! (: [LOST] 说:
& not I'm FINE
**! (: [LOST] 说:
now*
`** 说:
FINE WAD
aud(: 说:
but eu STILL DID!!!
`** 说:
u think we so siao show black face to u for nothing
aud(: 说:
did we like say bad things bot eu? no. we laughed along!!!
`*** 说:
then anyhow say ppl show YOU
bf.
**! (: [LOST] 说:
laugh what ?
aud(: 说:
eu keep saying weijie wat weijie tat, but did we say eu shw us black face? no we laughed rite?!!
**! (: [LOST] 说:
I didn't show u all black face because i was angry at wei jie
aud(: 说:
eu did. eu keep walau ,so pervert lorh. eu ask yh she oso say lorhx!
**! (: [LOST] 说:
SINCE WHEN & I DIDN'T BECACUSE OF THIS SHOW U ALL BLACK FACE!
`*** 说:
BCOZ U CANT C UR FACE !!!
aud(: 说:
WE CAN SEE BUT EU CAN SEE SINCE YR FACE IS AT YR EYES THERE. THEN WE CAN SAY E NVR SHW BLACK FACE TO YOU RITE?
**! (: [LOST] 说:
fine if i did but i didn't show that for days okay!
aud(: 说:
YEAH RITE!
**! (: [LOST] 说:
I DIDN'T LAH
aud(: 说:
THAT FEW DAYS YOU ALWAYS DID!!!
aud(: 说:
JUST FOR SO LITTLE THING EU LIKE TAT!
**! (: [LOST] 说:
w many times must i tell u,because u show me black face your reason because u were angry at frankie
`** 说:
l00k
**! (: [LOST] 说:
put yourself in mine shoes lah
aud(: 说:
THEN IF NEXT TYM EU LIKE TAT, THEN WE OSO SAY EU LORH
**! (: [LOST] 说:
u are my friend how can i not look
**! (: [LOST] 说:
say me what?
aud(: 说:
put yourself in mine shoes lah
`** 说:
wakao eh
aud(: 说:
put yourself in our shoes lah
`** 说:
THEN PUT URSLEF IN MY SHOES !! EVERYDAY MATHS , MT , IT MUST SIT WID U
`** 说:
WALAU EH
**! (: [LOST] 说:
THEN DON'T SIT WITH ME LAH,I ALREAY CONTROL MY FEELINGS VERY WELL ALREAY OKAY!
`*** 说:
VERY WELL !
`** 说:
U CALL TAT WELL
**! (: [LOST] 说:
not like u right maths class still show me black face
`*** 说:
TIS MORNING I BOARDED THE BUS SAME AS U , I SMILED . U DID'NT , BLACK FACE SUMORE
***! (: [LOST] 说:
I DID
aud(: 说:
eu always try to act, did we bother? no!
`** 说:
AS IF
**! (: [LOST] 说:
I DID,THEN U DIDN'T
that was the half part of the fight... i didn't ant names mention to harm the other parties but she started it though..
ii just want her to noe that im sorriie. it's better having a fwren than a enemy...

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